Ndrea Lynn Ng

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I LOVE sales! I eat noodles and sushi on a daily and watermelon slices are dope. ♥

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And I remember it all. I remember what shirts you wore, I remember the first text you sent to me. I remember your laughter, your smell, I remember the exact day of our first kiss. I remember every feeling I felt, I remember all the hopes I had, I remember everything I gave up. I remember how my life changed, I remember the things you said, I remember the first time you whispered those three words. I remember your shy smile, the way you played with my hair, the way you held me so tight I couldn’t breathe but I loved it more than anything else. I remember our first kiss, I remember the way your face looked so close to mine, I remember the way my fingers fit so perfectly into yours. I remember everything about you; your perfect hair and your gorgeous face and the way you could never do anything wrong. But I also remember the last day, the last kiss, the last text. I remember all the tears I cried, I remember feeling worthless, I remember waiting by my phone for a text that never came. I remember the lack of explanation, I remember being shoved away like I never meant anything to you at all. I remember feeling used and broken and like nobody understood, especially not you. I remember wondering how you could know everything about me, how I could give you every single piece of me and still not be enough for you. I remember each thing that made me smile, and each thing that made me cry. I remember thinking about you, dreaming about you, and wishing for you. I remember believing with all my heart that it would happen, expecting forever, and having my forever cut short. I remember drifting away from you, and drifting back to this relationship we like to call a friendship.
— (via dianathao)

Yes, you are the bitch that took everything away from me.. in a blink of an eye. You knew my every feeling, and my every thought, you were there for every tear dropped. I felt as if you grasped my heart so soft and tenderly and cared for it, then slowly but surely you ripped it out. You really think I can get over this.. quickly? You’re so lucky I didn’t go ape shit on you that day. But now i’m going to slowly and surely let you endure all the pain I’ll be inflicting on you, don’t you worry. I just want you to feel what I felt. And it won’t be short, so buckle up for the fucking ride of your life. 

*Just a tip, J, having two faces ain’t pretty. 

- A.lynn

“If u can inflict so much pain in my life, u should be capable of enduring the pain I give u as well.” -ndrealynn

“If u can inflict so much pain in my life, u should be capable of enduring the pain I give u as well.” -ndrealynn